I’ve been through my 3rd therapy and one thing I didn’t like is that “it’s always my fault”. We can’t deny the existence of douchebags in this world so why would I edit my mind and perceive douchebags as innocent people? Nowhere in the Bible does it say that. It is only in modern psychology that you can manipulate your thoughts. I am thinking of not continuing anymore in the talk therapy session as it is just a waste of time. I remember what my father said that it is only you who can solve your own problem. It is written: “Carry your cross”. Depression is a Millenial Trend nowadays. So I just hopped on to the bandwagon. But I realized that not everything that trends is real.
I’ve also settled in my mind that my goal would only be to make money. No more the Elon Musk of creating new inventions that would save humanity. Because I realized that people nowadays only tend to focus on money alone. Nobody gives a shit about creating cures for cancer, or for creating the holy grail for batteries. For me, smartphone technology is already saturated. With only once a year release, they’re having a hard time innovating and coming up with something new. Not unless they could make the camera look like a DSLR.
I also realized that if you want to be successful, you have to be with people with same goal in mind. Because mediocre people who have no dreams will drag you down.